Monday, December 28, 2009

Unexpected Good News

I had my monthly checkup with my surgeon today. There was something I had to tell him to get his opinion.

I found a water swallow test on the Net at a medical web site that's been very good. I trust info there. The test is simple. Drink some water. Did you cough? No - you pass. Yes - you fail. Then I applied something I remember from my one appointment with my speech therapist: Had I ever tried eating or drinking with my head in a different position - like pointing my chin toward the injured side of my neck and lowering it?

In a normal swallow - I failed the test, so I got more water, turned my head to the right and lowered my chin. That worked. No cough at all.

Over the weekend I tested my new swallowing position with tea, beer, and coffee. All were successful. No coughing. So, I fessed up to my doc and told him I had been cheating a bit.

I thought I was going to get the stern speech and reprimand. Instead, my doc was ecstatic.

When my doc was in training, one of the two doctors he worked with used the swallow test I had found and had his patients try different head positions until they found a way to swallow successfully.

I am now cleared to take all fluids by mouth. Encouraged is a better word than cleared. Ordered by the doc is probably still more accurate. Plus, he wants me to start trying some eating. He recommended starting with puddings. I'm supposed to try anything and everything. If I cough, stop eating that food until there's more healing.

Then he inspected my throat and ended up sticking his finger down my throat as far as he could reach. He said everything he could feel was normal tissue and previously that area had been mostly scar tissue. Maybe that's involved in my improved swallowing and talking.

I will fail the barium swallow test Wednesday (two days from when this was written). They won't let me "trick" the test by holding my head in a certain position. That will give my speech therapist information on exactly where and how my swallow leaks into my lungs when I swallow in a normal position. Then she can devise exercises to strengthen the muscles involved and gain flexibility where it's needed.

I imagine scar tissue is still involved in my swallowing. Many medical procedures leave scar tissue that must be broken down before a full range of motion can be achieved. It's just a bit different to think in terms of exercising your tongue to break down the scar tissue as opposed to exercising a shoulder to remove scar tissue from a medical procedure there.

Saturday, December 26, 2009

New Swallow Test Coming

The CAT scan was clean. I would have posted sooner if there had been a problem. I've got some scar tissue in my neck. Surprise! Surprise!

My oncologist is so convinced there's not much to watch for that he's moved me to an appointment every 4 months. He's talking about a PET scan next. Those things will show up the slightest traces of cancer before they can be detected by any other method.

When I had the swallowing problem, I decided I needed to be ready for a feeding tube for 1 to 3 months. It's almost 4 months now. I get another swallow test Dec. 30. That's the one my therapist wants to evaluate to determine a rehab schedule. I was hoping I would pass this one and not need the rehab, but that's very doubtful.

I've been "cheating" and drinking tea. It's just a cup at a time and there's very little possibility of bacteria setting up in tea if it got into my lungs. I figure I'm not likely to get pneumonia if a few drops of tea (a day) get into my lungs.

There is a "water swallow" test that's pretty simple. Drink some water. If you cough, you flunk the test - there's water getting into your lungs. If you pass the test, there's an 80% correlation to passing the "barium swallow" test I'm getting next week.

I cough. Not much. It's maybe part of a drop (per swallow) that's getting into my lungs, but that's enough to fail the test. Unfortunately, multiply that by the number of times you swallow to eat three meals a day and "part of a drop" each time becomes significant.

I've found ways I can swallow so I can drink without coughing, but I doubt they will let me get away with that during the real test. Part of the problem is that I'm not used to swallowing. That makes it harder to pass the test as time passes. Even with the water tests I've done, I'm much better with a bit of practice than I am when I start.

Wednesday, December 02, 2009

Checking In

I wish there were some way readers could tell if I'm not posting because I'm in the hospital or if it's because there's not much to report. This time it's the latter. Not much is really happening.

Last time I saw the doc that did the feeding tube, I was supposed to schedule a colonoscopy. Just routine, no reason for alarm. I forgot. Dang! How could I forget to schedule that?

The swelling in my neck is slowly, slowly going down. I've actually had a "real" voice a few days in the last couple of weeks. I could more or less shout a few times. The voice I'm getting now isn't anything you'd recognize as my voice, but it's a voice, so that's good. Today it went away and all I've got is the half-duck and half-frog sort of hoarse croaking that I've had since the radiation hit.

I've been set up with a speech therapist to work with my swallowing problem. The swallow tests up to this point didn't give her a good definition of the cause of the problem, so I need another. I'm kind of stalling on getting that one scheduled. I figure that if I wait longer, there's a chance that my healing and less swelling could let me pass the test. The doc who did the surgery agrees and thinks I might pass the next test.

Speaking of the doc who did the surgery, I see him once a month. He's examining me for any signs of cancer showing up in my neck or throat. I saw him earlier this week and he can't find anything abnormal. It's his attitude that if I can get through one year after the surgery, that's confirmation that the original cancer is gone. Then I go into monitoring for any new outbreaks. That puts me pretty much back into the normal population for danger from cancer. I'm a little more at risk because I've had it, which is proof that I'm not genetically shielded from cancer risks.

I get a CAT scan next week to take a deeper look. That is routine. In fact, it's routine at 6 months. My oncologist delayed it because he was confident there was no need for it then.

I'm building up some stamina, but that's coming slowly. I still need ridiculous amounts of sleep. Fairly intensive chemotherapy and radiation takes a bigger toll than I had expected.

I've found out that some people with my type of cancer are physically unable to finish the chemo and radiation treatments. If I had known that was an option, I wonder if I would have finished. The last 3 weeks were just brutal. The only attitude I really had during that time was just to survive and see what happened after that.

There are no statistics anybody can find (or would admit they could find) that track mortality if radiation and chemo is either refused or stopped before the recommended series is finished. There has to be something that it's based on, so I guess I did what's best long term. It's nasty short-term - and short-term is about a year.